Sunday, October 24, 2010

Alone, and the being of

Alone, and the being of.
Being alone. To me, this is a mixed topic. By this I mean that like being alone, but, other times I like to be around people. I know it sounds either strange, or like everyone else, but to me it is kind of strange.
First of all, I like being alone. I like being alone while I do things because I have a certain way of doing things. I know this sounds really weird, but I have strange work habits. My work habits are that of a perfectionist. Most everything I do, mainly in wood, has to be to my standers and that’s the only way. Doing anything else, has to be done to my standers, and nothing else. I am very picky a bout my work simply because I feel that if you can not take pride in what you do, then why do it. And I also thing that the work you do reflects you and how you are, that’s why my work is always to my standers. But what on earth does this have to do with being alone. Well, this is the complicated part. When I am working on my own project, something I started, thought up of, assigned, just leave me alone. Mostly, I need peace and quite because I get in to my work and think while I am working and I don’t like having someone who can’t really work on my level or get in my head to figure out my next move because then that would just throw me completely off, break my concentration, and end my day of work. Yet on the flip side, if someone asked me for help, I am more then glad to go over and work with them and give them a hand. Yet, for the most part, I have only found two people I can honestly say I can work with because I have worked with them and we have called each others next move and we can be on the same page constantly. Those two people, can work in silence, with but, be right next to. Those two people are Chris Garrett, and Chris Ardise ( yes, the woodshop teacher). I have worked with both of them many times and we all were able to just move as one person, even when we have no clue as to what on earth we are doing. This happens more times with Chris, but has happened with Mr. Ardise.
Then again, on the flip side, I love to be around certain people at times. Normally I loved to be left alone, but I will hang out with my friends or go on some random adventure with some people.
It has been said “that people are social creatures“, this I agree with. And but this, I guess, I like to be around people. As weird as it my sound, I enjoy company and captainship, but then other times, just being a lone, is just a fun. When I am alone, I truly get to be who I really am, I don’t have to worry about what to say or how to act, I can just be me and think. I guess that’s the man reason why I like to be alone, I get to think, recap , and look back on the recant events to see what really happened.
So, being alone, good, being with people, just as good.
But that’s just me

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